I Am Not a Scale

So Operation Bud is still in progress... well I hope it's progress. At least with Penny.

Unfortunately things are on a slight downturn with Patty. I'm spreading myself pretty thin here I think. I personally think I make a pretty good pal, but I'm not perfect. I thought that was obvious, but perfection is expected of me anyway. But you see, I can't hang out or sleepover every time I'm invited, I don't stop and give a run down of my life story whenever I see someone, and I value family and personal time. And it's not that I keep secrets, I just don't open my mouth and tell all when I don't think it's important. And when I suddenly get close to someone, naturally, I'll give them more attention (which does NOT mean I care less about another: I am not a scale. More love given to another does not take away from love already given. Honestly, I think my capacity to love is underestimated by many. This probably makes no sense at all to you.

Sigh... Sorry if that sounded a bit snooty.

Well, anyway: bottom line is it's become evident that Task #73 will be a lifelong pursuit, requiring much work, attention, and upkeep throughout the years. So don't look for a "CHECK" anytime soon. It won't come till... well I guess another 30 years. Don't worry, once I feel Penny's okay, I'll start up on other tasks. I won't wait till this one's completed.

I'm off to accomplish...I guess:)~

MaMo